Here recently a good buddy of mine passed away. I didn't take it to well. I stopped praying and talking to God. I lost all communication. I grew angry and bitter. I kept asking myself why? Why do I feel this way? I kept drifting away futher and futher. Then one day I realized that what I was doing was wrong. I lost the connection with God. I noticed the longer I went without praying the more angry I become. Bitterness poured over me. I wasn't happy. I couldn't get along with anyone. Without God we are just human, but with the power of God we are supernatural beings. We can overcome obstacles that people just don't understand. Through Jesus we can do anything. ANYTHING! He will take away pain, grief, anger, prejudice, jelousy, and all of the other emotions that are not of God. God gives me happiness, peace, faith, and hope!!! If you are a Christian and believe in Jesus Christ you know how important it is to pray and stay connected. I can't say PRAY enough! Talk to Jesus, He will answer you. It might not be what you want to hear, but He WILL answer you. God is so great. He is so powerful. You can do anything through Him. I just want to thank Him for taking me from the darkness that I was in and shining His light on me. For hiding me in the shadow of His wings! And most of all thank you God for your mercy and grace.

I look back on my life and I don't like what I see.
All the things I've done, was so not me.
I've lied, I've stole, I was addicted to drugs.
I let people walk on me, stomp me, it was so not me.

I prayed and I prayed, cause I didn't like what I see.
All these things that I did was so not like me.
I listened and followed people that you should not trust.
All this time the inside of me felt like it would bust.

God was with me every step of the way.
I look back and realize how bad I really was, and how God is with me day by day
He helps me walk that line of peace.
He took me to that place , where that smile was on my face.

The more I pray, the more I read.
The more I read, the more I learn.
The more I learn the more I realize.
What God has done for me.

Going down a road, a old and broken road.
I start my journey, and don't know where I'm going.
The way I was going was marked in stone.
All along the way I felt it flowing.

I was on my way to get my fix.
All I wanted was that first hit.
So here I am , on the road.
On a road I did not know.

I was lonely, I was scared.
I was tired and did not care.
I was lost and hurt and thought I was dead.
And all along I lost my head.

I did not care about myself.
I had no feelings, I had no thoughts.
I was runninng and jogging as fast as I could.
Trying to escape for the fate that God wanted to debate.